CERITA AKU!

Hoho new entry from me!

owh yeah since for the long time I'm not post the new things, I was take a few minute, few hour, for wrote something! huhhh~ finally,ting tong...idea was come :D .. one by one will be my new entry in "aku bukan cinderella".. and the story was begin.. once open a time :: hoho~!

1)26oct2012

aku rasa something, x ble tdo, suma keja uma aku buat..kebetulan sinki dapur uma rosak then aku bgn aku betulkan if im not mistake that time around 3am or 4am something like that lah.. and the best part is time tue hari raya qurban.. habis baiki, aku still x ble tdo~ something yg aku rasa tercari2 maybe for describe it.. tiba2 aku p amik buku panduan solat, i dont know why but its from my heart.. aku buka aku try baca.. menangis berpanjangan aku x ble sebut aku x taw baca aku x kenal huruf tue! aku cuba lagi sebab aku taw aku boleh sebab aku ble mengaji dulu aku kenal huruf2,aku ble membaca! makin aku cuba makin kuat airmata mengalir.. aku tarik nafas,tenang kan diri (tapi dlm hati aku dup dap dup dap..klu aku mati mcm mana aku mau menghadap yg masa Esa)... ! aku bangun, aku tgk cermin..aku keluarkan lidah.aku buka tindik lidah ku..~ aku cuba baca lagi...masih x ble...sepanjang itu aku menangis~!!!!

2)27oct2012

same situation, cant sleep until morning... aku asyik fikir kejadian itu..~ aku post something d fb dalam jam 6am (but that post is not bout this topic)..my friend Mr Ary comment, he asked me "sdh solat subuh ten" something like that... once he asked me like that seriously im crying lagi deras dr air sungai mengalir, lagi laju airmata keluar kalah air paip d uma ku! bayangkan aku x solat dia tanya mcm tue..dengan kejadian 26oct lagi sayu hati ku!... aku inbox my friend Mr Ary, i told him.."ary kau org pertama tnya aku sdh solat or blom"...  too many conversation too many advices i got from him.. its make me realize and open my eyes buang my ego jauh2.. dan d sebab kan kejadian 26oct jgk aku takut mati dlm kejahilan! i make my action, i text my bestfriend yg ku anggap sprt kakak sndri.. kak norraya! ku ceritakn pada nya..~ i asked her helped to teach me everything..! she was happy to heard my story and she waited for the long time to see aku berubah.. Allhamdulillah.. Allah hantarkan aku sahabat2 yg bnyk membantu..Allah hantarkan aku sahabat2 yg mendorong ke arah kebaikan.. Million Thanks to my lovely friends Mr Ary and kakak! :)